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It's been a long day without you my friend

I hugged my pillow as another series of sobs racked my body. People kept saying it had been too long. They never said it to my face, but I heard them behind closed doors. They thought it was abnormal. That I needed help. I didn't. I just needed you.

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

I closed my eyes and the images from that night flashed behind my eyes. I sobbed again. My voice was raw and I was having trouble breathing. The fits were getting longer. I'm pretty sure this one had lasted for hours.

We've come a long way from where we began

How long had it been? Days? Weeks? Months? Years? I stopped counting. The only time that mattered was the time we shared. And it was too short.

Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

I was tired. So tired. People don't seem to realize that sadness is heavy. It weighs people down. It wears you out. It makes you tired. That's how you know when someone's sad. If they're constantly tired, even with enough sleep, they're probably sad. My thoughts started to get hazy. I felt tears slipping down my cheeks, and the last thing I remember thinking is how I wished I dreamed of you.

Damn who knew all the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here
Talking to you about another path I
Know we loved to hit the road and laugh

I did dream of you. A dream I've had many times. Memories. The time we were on the highway and you were driving. I had my arm out the window and my hair was blowing in my face. I kept laughing at things you said, and it would get in my mouth, so I went to pull it back, but you said not to, because I looked beautiful, messy hair and all. The time we were walking through the park and a dog came barreling toward us with its teeth bared. I was so scared. You stepped in front of my as though you were going to protect me. But you didn't tell me to run. Instead, you did something I never would've expected. You knelt down on one knee and openned your arms for it. Apparently the dog didn't expect it either, because it tried to stop, and ended up skidding into your arms. And you hugged it. And it licked your cheek. And we took it home. The time we flew a kite together, and the wind stole it from us. I tried to go after it, but you told me not to. Said that it wanted to be free so badly that it was willing to leave the ones it loved, and that we shouldn't chase after it, because it would feel trapped. I guess that was how you felt.

But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture
Those were the days hard work forever pays now I see you in a better place

I woke up to fresh tears on my cheek. You weren't here. You were gone. They were just memories. And there were never going to be new ones.

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?

I went downstairs and stopped on the last step. My parents were talking in the other room. They didn't know I had come down. I could hear my dad saying something about me needing to move on and my mom telling him to give me time. Didn't they know? Time wasn't enough. It wouldn't fix this. Only you would.

Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

I skipped school. What was left there for me, anyway, without you? Pitiful glances and more memories? The phantom feel of your hand in mine, or your lips on my cheek. It would only hurt more. I took my rusty, old, red pickup truck and drove. I didn't know where I was going till I got there. The turn was right up ahead, and it was sharp. If I kept on going, I'd go right through the gap in the guardrail and disappear, and it would all be over. My foot slammed on the brakes, and I skidded to a halt a few feet away. Then, I got out, and wept.

It's been a long day without you my friend

I dragged myself back home and up to my room. Then, I collapsed onto the bed, and cried until I passed out.

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

There were no dreams. Nothing. Just empty black. When I woke up, it was 3AM. I got up.

We've come a long way from where we began

I walked downstairs to my kitchen and got a bowl and some cereal. I added milk and sat at the dining room table, across from my family's wall of photos. I ate. And I looked at the picture of us. We were so happy.

Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

That didn't exist anymore. I picked up my empty bowl and threw it into the sink. It made a loud clattering sound. I'm sure it woke my parents, but I didn't care. I walked out. I climbed into my truck again. I knew where I was going this time. I started to drive.

First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong and what's
Small turn to a friendship, a friendship
Turn into a bond and that bond will never
Be broken and the love will never get lost

I remember when it first happened. I missed a lot. Then, I was thrust into the middle of it. At first, I was numb. How could it have happened? It didn't, of course. Right? Right? Our love was too good for that. But it wasn't. Because it did happen. And you were gone. We were gone.

And when brotherhood come first then the line
Will never be crossed established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn and that line is what
We reach so remember me when I'm gone

I drove to your house. Walked up to the steps and knocked on the door. I only expected one person to be up. When the door openned, I knew I was right. He would be the only one that would be up. Your brother. Only a year younger than you. He saw it was me and brought me into his arms, and we shared a moment of raw emotion. Grief, sorrow, loss. Then, I brought him to my truck. We both knew what happened that day. Him from my confession. Me from being there. We had been happy. Smiling. Turning the corner, when a truck came at us from the other direction. You jerked on the wheel and I only realized at the last second that it wasn't to avoid the truck. It was to save me. You turned the car so it would hit your side, not mine. The impact drove us off the cliff. The car lay at the bottom, unrepairable. I lay in a hospital bed, broken, but alive. And now, you lay in a coffin. Broken, but dead.

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?

He got in the driver's seat. I sat in the bed of the truck, and held on to the sides. He started it up, and we drove.

Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

I patted my jean pocket where I kept your picture. Your brother drove onto the highway, and it was like the whole world had disappeared except us. And then it was like he disappeared, too. It was just me in the bed of the truck. Me, and you. I stood up. And I screamed. And I smiled, and laughed, and cried. Because it was us. We were together, in that moment, like we always would be.

So let the light guide your way
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take will always lead you home

I openned my eyes to the sight of lights. At some point, we had gotten off the highway, and were heading back toward home. I was still standing. There were tears in my eyes, and a smile on my face. The lights looked like stars in my blurry vision, and I could have sworn I saw you in them.

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

I went back to school the next day. People stared. Some smiled. Some had their mouths wide open in disbelief. I just looked at them with a smile as bright as the sun. I kept my hand out to my side, and although I knew you wouldn't be there to grab it, I felt like you already had. A million versions of you from the past. A promise for the future. Eventually, we'd be together again, and you'd hold it, just like you used to.
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Story based on See You Again by Wiz Khalifa ft Charlie Puth. It's 100% a work of fiction and any resemblence to any real story is just coincidence.
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When I let you go so easily, it's not because I don't want you there. It's because I'm afraid of keeping you somewhere you don't want to be. And when I ask if I should leave, I desperately hope for you to say no, because I fear a time will come where everyone will say yes, and the empty feeling in my stomach will never cease to exist, and the tears will flow freely no matter who's around to see them. No matter who's around to care. I fear that I'll go back to being the little girl in the corner crying during recess because she has no one to play with. Because no one liked her. No one wanted her around. No one cared if she ceased to exist. I fear the day when the solace I find in my books won't be enough, and I'll be grasping at a dream that just won't happen. And I'll be completely and utterly alone. So when I ask you if I should leave, please, just say no.
Just Say No
It's pretty much what it says. Nearly broke out into tears today cause of some stuff... So I wrote.
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IT. WAS. SO. FUCKIN. EPICCCCCCCCC. I BOUGHT THREE POKEMON PINS, TWO KINGDOM HEARTS DRAWINGS, A DRAWING OF L FROM DEATH NOTE, A WALL SCROLL OF KIRITO AND ASUNA, A HAMSTER PLUSHIE, AN ALPACA PLUSHIE, AND A SET OF CAT EARS OMG I GOT A PERSONALIZED PASS AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN THERE WERE SO MANY COOL COSPLAYS OMG LIKE *SQUEEEEEEEE* K anyway I'm tired so bye
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Idk what to put in these kinds of things... Ummm I'm a chick. If you didn't know that, you are just plain stupid. I'm random and very bipolar. I'm kinda weird. (KINDA!? lol WHUT!? MORE LIKE SUPER!) All my art is either depressing, motivational, gorey, or happy. owo A lot of my stuff has deeper meanings but I doubt I'll ever actually TELL them to you. =w= You will forever wonder... (~o3o)~ K WELL BYES!

Oh and one more note, STOP STALKING MY PROFILE! >8U

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Which Geass Do You Have?
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OMFG I'M CC!!! :D
What Style Fits You?
What Style Fits You?
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Yes. Just Yes.
What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
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XD So true.
Which Death Note Girl Are You?
Which Death Note Girl Are You?
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............. I AM NOT INNOCENT OR SWEET! >8U
What Legendary Pokemon Are You?
What Legendary Pokemon Are You?
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FUCK YEAH! DARKRAI MOFOS! >8D
What Kuroshitsuji Character Are You?
What Kuroshitsuji Character Are You?
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FUCK YEAH BITCHES! I GOT CIEL!!! >w<
What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
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WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN- I AM NOT SHY! >8U
What Organization XIII Member Are You?
What Organization XIII Member Are You?
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Oh I got da sexy on- I mean what? o.o I did not just say that. >.>
What Code Geass Character Are You?
What Code Geass Character Are You?
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YES! I GOT DA SEXY BAD ASS BITCH! HA! >8D
Which Kingdom Hearts Girl Are You?
Which Kingdom Hearts Girl Are You?
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Hehe... Iz so true. ||D
Who Is Your Ouran Host Date?
Who Is Your Ouran Host Date?
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Woah... These quizzes are really true. O.o
 Birth By Sleep:  What Character Do You Resemble?
Birth By Sleep: What Character Do You Resemble?
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I have no fuckin idea who this is... Sounds like me though. owo
Which Death Note Guy Are You?
Which Death Note Guy Are You?
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CHOCOLATE!!! 8D
What Genre Of Manga Are You?
What Genre Of Manga Are You?
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Iz so true... O3O *amazed by how accurate these quizzes are*
What Code Geass Character Are You?
What Code Geass Character Are You?
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ASDFGHJKL I GOT CC! 8D
What's Your Personality Quirk?
What's Your Personality Quirk?
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. . . No comment.
Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
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Heehee Hai ^w^ *hides knife*
What Are Your Last Words Before GAME OVER?
What Are Your Last Words Before GAME OVER?
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Aha... Ahaha... AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! YES! YES!
What Dragon Quest VIII Character Are You?
What Dragon Quest VIII Character Are You?
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*squee* I'M MUNCHIE!!! I'M AN EFFING MOUSE WITH A MOHAWK WHO CAN BREATHE FIRE AND ICE AND SHIZ! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!






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