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Just Say No by lexi61299, literature

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Just Say No

When I let you go so easily, it's not because I don't want you there. It's because I'm afraid of keeping you somewhere you don't want to be. And when I ask if I should leave, I desperately hope for you to say no, because I fear a time will come where everyone will say yes, and the empty feeling in my stomach will never cease to exist, and the tears will flow freely no matter who's around to see them. No matter who's around to care. I fear that I'll go back to being the little girl in the corner crying during recess because she has no one to play with. Because no one liked her. No one wanted her around. No one cared if she ceased to exist. I f

January by lexi61299, literature

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January

The day you left me The day I learned what it was like to have a broken heart The day I first cried myself to sleep That was the day I stopped loving you fully The day you came back The day you told me about your new girlfriend The day I learned what it felt like to be left for someone else That was the day I learned how little I meant to you The last day I talked to you The day you left me for six months The day you walked out of my life That was the day I stopped being able to trust anyone with my heart

Legacy by lexi61299, literature

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Legacy

The prince saves the princess The hero saves the queen The knight saves his love These stories surround everything The moon and the sun Star crossed lovers The villain falls And no one but him suffers And yet here I stand The girl you couldn't save Torn with grief Love's one and only slave There was no fight There was no war Only silence and suffering What was I living for? And the worst of all Far worse than your inability to save me Is that even after all of this I will never stay in your memory No, After all of this, I will never be a memory...

Asylum by lexi61299, literature

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Asylum

I don't like it here. It's dark. It smells. I think I hear a rat. They conduct tests on us here. I can hear the screams. I can hear them thrashing around, feel the restraints digging into their wrists and ankles, almost as though it's me tied to that table, and not them. Lord knows it has been. My hair is greasy. I try to run my fingers through it but give up after the third knot. My fingers are covered in the thin, slippery film. I don't like it. What had happened to me? There was so much red. Someone was whispering that it was okay. Someone else was laughing hysterically. I didn't recognize the laugh, but I got the nagging feeling to focus

The Songbird by lexi61299, literature

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The Songbird

A beautiful bird A stunning sky blue Wings glistening in the light Silent An iron cage Cold and foreboding Dull and lifeless Encasing Oh, little bird Why don’t you sing? The little girl Oh how she misses your songs so Little bird Do you not like your life? Your safe, protected life? Where you will never be harmed? “No” “No” Chimed the bird “I do not like this life” “This life of harnesses and restraints” “I long to be free” “I long to sing” “I long to fly” Oh, little bird It is dangerous out there You will surely be eaten You will surely be harmed

Starry Skies by lexi61299, literature

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Starry Skies

I love you. More than the amout of stars that line the sky, I love you. And on those cloudy nights Where I gaze up and find That the stars are hiding I'm reminded of you Because there are times when I lose sight of you In all the fray of the world as a whole But I know that you'll be back Burning bright in my heart Lighting my way And showing me that I'm never alone Just like how the stars light up the night I love you And if the world were to end tomorrow, I would love you no less and no more Because there is no possible way that the love I feel Could ever go away And there is no way That I could love you any more than I do now I love you An

Dark: The Secrets Of The First Vampire (Draft) by lexi61299, literature

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Asylum by lexi61299, literature

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About lexi61299

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

June 12
United States
Deviant for 11 years
She / Her

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Idk what to put in these kinds of things... Ummm I'm a chick. If you didn't know that, you are just plain stupid. I'm random and very bipolar. I'm kinda weird. (KINDA!? lol WHUT!? MORE LIKE SUPER!) All my art is either depressing, motivational, gorey, or happy. owo A lot of my stuff has deeper meanings but I doubt I'll ever actually TELL them to you. =w= You will forever wonder... (~o3o)~ K WELL BYES!

Oh and one more note, STOP STALKING MY PROFILE! >8U

This WONDERFUL drawing of Ciel Phantomhive is made by the AMAZING artist Chikukko I HIGHLY suggest looking at her gallery and/or following her.

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I claim none of these stamps as my own. owo

Which Geass Do You Have?
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OMFG I'M CC!!! :D

What Style Fits You?
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Yes. Just Yes.

What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
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XD So true.

Which Death Note Girl Are You?
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............. I AM NOT INNOCENT OR SWEET! >8U

What Legendary Pokemon Are You?
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FUCK YEAH! DARKRAI MOFOS! >8D

What Kuroshitsuji Character Are You?
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FUCK YEAH BITCHES! I GOT CIEL!!! >w<

What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
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WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN- I AM NOT SHY! >8U

What Organization XIII Member Are You?
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Oh I got da sexy on- I mean what? o.o I did not just say that. >.>

What Code Geass Character Are You?
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YES! I GOT DA SEXY BAD ASS BITCH! HA! >8D

Which Kingdom Hearts Girl Are You?
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Hehe... Iz so true. ||D

Who Is Your Ouran Host Date?
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Woah... These quizzes are really true. O.o

Birth By Sleep: What Character Do You Resemble?
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I have no fuckin idea who this is... Sounds like me though. owo

Which Death Note Guy Are You?
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CHOCOLATE!!! 8D

What Genre Of Manga Are You?
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Iz so true... O3O *amazed by how accurate these quizzes are*

What Code Geass Character Are You?
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ASDFGHJKL I GOT CC! 8D

What's Your Personality Quirk?
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. . . No comment.

Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
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Heehee Hai ^w^ *hides knife*

What Are Your Last Words Before GAME OVER?
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Aha... Ahaha... AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! YES! YES!

What Dragon Quest VIII Character Are You?
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*squee* I'M MUNCHIE!!! I'M AN EFFING MOUSE WITH A MOHAWK WHO CAN BREATHE FIRE AND ICE AND SHIZ! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

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Favourite TV Shows

I don't have one. There are too many good ones.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nicki Minaj

Favourite Books

All good horror, fantasy, mystery, and romance books.

Favourite Games

Tales of series, Pokemon series, Soul caliber series, Kingdom Hearts series, Dragon Quest series, and most RPGs

Other Interests

Singing, painting, running, and being an assassin.

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lexi61299

Nov 12, 2018

Uh so for those that are potentially wondering... I AM STILL ALIVE. My kik/line is lexi61299 and my Discord is LittleBrokenDoll#1717... But just a warning to anyone tryna reach out to me, I'm far from the person I used to be, so go into this without ...

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lexi61299

Mar 22, 2014

So... I went to AnimeBoston...

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IT. WAS. SO. FUCKIN. EPICCCCCCCCC. I BOUGHT THREE POKEMON PINS, TWO KINGDOM HEARTS DRAWINGS, A DRAWING OF L FROM DEATH NOTE, A WALL SCROLL OF KIRITO AND ASUNA, A HAMSTER PLUSHIE, AN ALPACA PLUSHIE, AND A SET OF CAT EARS OMG I GOT A PERSONALIZED PASS AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN THERE WERE SO MANY COOL COSPLAYS OMG LIKE *SQUEEEEEEEE* K anyway I'm tired so bye